Ikan Bakar (II)

Die.
I'll be eating that stinky fish again tomorrow.
Kill me.

Is It True?

Yesterday,
I thought of walking over to the usual corridor . Instead, I walked the other way.
I wonder why?
Is it true that I was afraid?

I think so.
Omg.

Food

I'm fat.
My middle kingdom is growing wider and wider each day. With all the free snacks I receive from my bank, I will be looking like a 5 months pregnant lady one day!

I tried to be more alert with the portion that I take but I ended up finishing the whole thing!

I hate my colleagues. Lol.
They keep giving me food. I can't resist looking at the deliciously mouth watering cakes and snacks.
This is bad you guys.

The future me.It's not that bad. Isn't it?

The feeling of being a temporary staff is great! They won't mind that much if you make silly errors. They think you are young, naive and innocent when I'm actually not! No way I am. My friend to me once before,

"How can u be knowledgeable when u don't even watch?"

Lol. She's right. I never thought of that. Nah. Who cares.
I still don't think I'm innocent.
Anyway, the best thing is, they often treat me during lunch. Just the other day, my colleague asked me out for lunch. She insisted on me joining them. I was kinda wondering. W-H-Y? Then Devan told me the reason after she left. I was shocked! Okay, so this proves that they do discuss about me. I'm not invisible to them.

I went out with them on Friday. My sifu said, "Wah, so fast you got another gang already". I was scared of not having anyone to eat lunch with since my sifu was to leave that very day.

It felt weird. I mean, not weird in a bad way.

I was the one and only Chinese there.

We ate and bla bla bla. Just when we were about to leave, I touched something wet. And not to mention, red.

OMFGWTFBBQ.

The girls helped me. I mean, really helped okay. They protected me by walking with me side by side and staying close behind me. She held my hand, for no reason. People were staring at us. The office seemed so far away. They wanted to buy a new pair of jeans for me but I declined. I really didn't want to trouble them. She offered me her jacket, which was in the office.
After countless of suggestions, I went back with an ugly blue t-shirt from my bank.

Thank you guys.

Rain Rain, go away...

I did not do as I am supposed to.
Today cannot be counted.
Okay?

It was raining for God's sake...that's why!

I took a bus to the train station. My mistake.
It will never happen again.

Hopefully, it won't.

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Due to the rain, my lunch with my parents was canceled. Instead of telling my colleagues, I pretended that I actually met up with them. Stupid right? Why can't I just tell the truth?

I thought of running to Pavilion to buy bread at Bread Talk for lunch. However, I couldn't reach the place as it was raining heavily and I was soaking wet. I took cover at Hotel Istana's main entrance and waited for the time to pass. 1 hour seemed like the whole day to me.

My stomach kept making that annoying noise. That was when I made up my mind to eat at a nearby shop called XXX Curry House.

Note: the real name is not stated here to protect the restaurant's 'good' status.

What the heck?
A Curry House without roti canai.
Scratch that.
A Curry House without simple basic food like roti canai.


Roti canai was all I could think of as the cheapest food at any Indian shop.
And they don't have it.

What kind of shop is this?

How can one have not have roti canai at a curry house?

My budget was rm3 anyway.
I forgot to fill up my wallet the day before and I spent my rm30 to top up my hp.
So I was left with nothing but rm3.

The lady then suggested thosai or naan.
Thosai : Rm1.50
Naan : Rm2.50

Finally. Why didn't she say earlier?

I don't take thosai but I was desperately hungry so I quickly ordered that.

The lady : Nak minum apa-apa tak?
Me : Erm, tak payah lar.

She knew I didn't have the money. Then she asked me this...

The lady : Minum air suam nak? Itu percuma.

Ouch.

Education Fair

It all started with this sms by my mom.

IDP Edu in Australia Fair APP FEE WAIVED. 16 & 17 August Hotel Nikko Kuala Lumpur 11am-5pm.

I went there on Sunday by myself. U heard me? I was all alone trying to find the hotel which I've never been or even seen before. Thankfully, I reached there quite early with a help of an old man.

I like him. Lol. He's super nice to me.

The hotel was packed with students, parents and even grandparents! And me? I felt so lost in this unfamiliar surrounding, knowing nothing about the universities, the place and the people. I was totally unprepared! I went to a room where there's booths with different universities everywhere.

And then I saw her.
I was thinking, "shit!".

She was the one who saw me when I was feeling dejected that day. She was the one who consoled me in the toilet. She was the one who made me feel even worse.
I didn't even say thank you.
Thank you, Liz.

The usual me, ran away from her.

Okay, enough about that.

I applied for 2 other universities. I really really want to go to this particular one. Hopefully I will be accepted. But, I don't see why I can. With a result like mine, especially on English... no universities that I'd applied for would accept me.

Btw, I was exaggerating a little back there.

I took the application forms and filled it in a nearby table. I was busy minding my own business, trying to fill up my details when a mother spoke something to her son, who is just beside me.

#1 : "I tell you, you and your brother cannot be trusted. No matter how also you will lose the pen. Who told you to put in another place? Everything also must let me do"

#2 : "After u finish writing then you pass it to me. I need to check".

#3 : "Haiyah, this one also you don't know. Like this lar...".

#4 : "Why can't you be independent and do it yourself? Why must you only depend on me?"

P.s. refer to convo #2.
What was that all about?

The mom was extremely stern towards his two sons. Omg, u should have seen the mom. She was scarier than my OWN mom!!!

I wish all the best to her future daughter-in-law. I'm sure she will have a hard time trying to fit in in the future. I'm 100% sure. Lol.