Thoughts of the Day

When one is alone, one tends to think a lot. I'm speaking in general terms.

Personally, I fancy sitting in the bus alone, or walking alone. It's the time when I think about my life. Life concerning my problems, friends, studies, family, etc. It sometimes makes me smile, yet there are times when I just want to cry. People might think that I'm crazy, smiling for no reason. But, I just can't stop myself. =)

People had been disappointing me in the past. Mostly, friends that I've known of. I take friendship really seriously. Yet there are always things that bugs me. Particularly on little stuffs. I had a long chat with my friend the other day and I almost broke down, for the first time in front of that person. Not that I did it on purpose, it just...happened. But I managed to control it.

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The other thing is, I like to observe people. There is no need for me to start a conversation or whatsoever. I just like looking at them.

You will notice the people and the surroundings.

In the morning, there's this lady who always rush first into the train even if she's not standing in the front row. The way she does It really gets into people. Then, there's that nice old lady, and a girl from CBN, and a nerdy school kid from Chinese school and a school kid whom the mom always pampers. I don't really know when they leave coz I'm always sleeping.

The bus is always occupied by Taylor students, that if I'm not mistaken. There are 2 girls with books to their nose throughout the ride, then there's a group of mandarin-speaking people, and another annoying group coz there's this girl who always laughs very loud, and all the time. The rest mostly are alone, or with their partner. Oh, then there are 2 guys from my course! One is from Jan intake and the other is from March. So, I'm not alone. Hee.
There are a lot more, but don't really feel like writing. Basically, nothing much.

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I went for economics class this morning. I finally decided to take the bus from kl central for the first time. It is definitely faster but it was really scary. I didn't know where to wait, for one thing.. and the stop right after that is at pasar seni. I was alone in the bus and up came men that look like foreign workers. There were only me and all those people. One girl and more than 10 men. I always have this assumption that these people are those involve in crimes and stuffs. One of them even sat next to me when there are so many empty seats around. For sure I left and sat far away from that person. That is nothing, but it was scary when people look at you like one kind, especially if their eyes are set at one place. *shrugs*

After class, I went back home. I stopped by Subway to have lunch at kl central. Alone. I used to feel really awkward, but after a few rounds of McD alone there, I'm okay with having lunch by myself now.
On the way back, a mother and her 2 kids came in from the PC fair. I noticed that they're twins. Yeah, so what? But these kids opposite of me really caught my attention. One looks normal, but his twin, there are certain features of his face where one might think it is erm...abnormal? (*touch wood x 2*) Maybe the mom had difficulties in labour last time.

So maybe that's why she kinda care more for the abnormal one. She used her force to pull the other twin, but kept on stroking the hair of the abnormal one. It was really obvious and I wonder whether the other twin noticed that? Will he care about it in the future? Or will the abnormal twin be jealous of his brother?

No doubt the brothers care for each other, especially when they went Ahhh, with their mouth wide open when they reach the tunnel. It was really funny. Even the person next to me couldn't help smiling herself. The sad thing was, the abnormal one doesn't like to take photo. He only took once when his mom forced him to. The other twin happily showed his 2 toothless front.

That's basically it. Ciao~!