I'm blogging now.
In College.
As in... Sunway College.
U must be wondering what the heck ini Siiii Yen-Yen doing in her college's computer lab instead of working right?
It was a last minute decision. I ran into a huge fight with my parents, lost my temper, raised my voice in front of them and then I asked to come here by myself to settle this... BY MYSELF.
I know I was being ridiculous, but seriously... you think I don't know what I'm doing? I just don't read about them in front of you. It's like during IELTS, my dad was always pushing me to search for online notes and do some online tests and all. I studied every night after they went to bed. So don't think I've nvr done my homework.
I was being a brat, a rebellious daughter who didn't answer questions that were given to me. I answered only in short, angry tone.
They see me as a person who have this kind of attitude who doesn't bother about things that are happening around her. Yeah right I don't care.
So anyway, I knew I was wrong but I still wouldn't want to admit it. I don't want to.
My mom used to complain that we depend on her too much... always let her do our dirty job and then compare with my eldest sis.
I wanted to do this by my own, but ended up... the usual happened.
It's not like I don't know what they're doing. I know they're doing this for my own good. I know I was to blame for keeping it into a last minute thing...
But, I couldn't help being so angry at that time.
I don't usually shout... but last night was horrible.
Sorry.. I'm talking crap here.
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