I'm writing this for you...
Rikuz.
I've the feeling that I've changed. Not to the better.
I don't laugh as how I used to before. I don't talk crap that much anymore.
I don't look forward to go to work, outings and everything no more.
The person I've became is similar to the old me. The old Yen-yen.
Memories of National Service, memories of working in HP.
The same old frustrating fear that I can't seem to get rid of for so long.
Nope, I'm not being emotional. If u want me to be emo, I can.. but I'm not gonna to write such thing to my viewers.
Actually, I'm doing it already. Can't help myself. I'm being stupid.
I'm doing this for no reason.
I hate you. I hate the rest of you too. But most of all, I hate myself.
Rikuz.
I've the feeling that I've changed. Not to the better.
I don't laugh as how I used to before. I don't talk crap that much anymore.
I don't look forward to go to work, outings and everything no more.
The person I've became is similar to the old me. The old Yen-yen.
Memories of National Service, memories of working in HP.
The same old frustrating fear that I can't seem to get rid of for so long.
Nope, I'm not being emotional. If u want me to be emo, I can.. but I'm not gonna to write such thing to my viewers.
Actually, I'm doing it already. Can't help myself. I'm being stupid.
I'm doing this for no reason.
I hate you. I hate the rest of you too. But most of all, I hate myself.
Rikkuz
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