No big deal

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Usually I would spend my time in front of the computer the entire night. But ever since I went to the library, I spend my nights on the bed, reading a book which I borrowed instead. The laptop is no longer on the table, but it's now always right beside me. Sometimes when I do my reading, my mind would just wonder somewhere.

The point that I'm trying to make is, I feel like I have the time thinking about my life even more now. Something which I haven't been doing for quite some time. I think I'm going overboard in comparing myself to other people.

I emailed something to my mom. I told her that I'm kinda excited for something which they aren't sure of yet.
I asked them something bout my past too. Lol. They told me once, but I just feel like hearing the reason once again.

Hmmm, it's nothing. I'm just thinking too much again. Or maybe it's just for the sake of writing to clear my mind. I think I would be deleting this post very soon. Just maybe. I don't exactly know what is this post about because everything is seemingly blur to me now.

"Something is always happening somewhere."

It's time to turn in. Nights.