Our First

Disclaimer : If you're looking for something cheesy, forget it alright?

Little did I realize, we have reached our first month since the moment we came to a decision to embark on a journey to the chosen path together. A few days before we began, a string of questions had been formed in our minds; particularly mine, mainly doubts whether the decision that we were about to make is right.

Not knowing where the path would lead us to. It could be a never-ending path for the two of us. There could also be two diverged routes in the middle of our journey, or even a roadblock where we could be left stranded. That was before everything. And now, all my questions have been answered.

It all seemed so recent, as if it happened yesterday. I was full of drive, pumped with motivation to join the life of a university student. During the week of our orientation, we were introduced to each other by a few friends. We greeted one another casually without realizing what has been stored in the future ahead of us. We exchanged numbers the same way as everyone did. We had our first sms on the very day because I accidentally called the wrong person. We had our first unusual chat topic on Msn when he added me. We had our first trip together as a group organized by a club. And the list goes on endlessly.

We have come a long way, all these little yet significant details that have happened between us as time passes by create a bond; a history- something which we both share in common. What started on a bright summer day was basically a typical friendship which has evolved to a whole new level of relationship. Never in a million years would one see that coming. Not from me, nor him, nor anyone else.

I have never thought of getting myself involved into a relationship for the coming 3 years. I have always assumed that I would never have the courage to love another person again. Yet just after 4 months of knowing you, I couldn't help myself but to fall for you. I was contemplating over it for the whole time, because I knew that I wasn't good enough for you.

You were extremely patient and understanding when I began telling you how I felt. You never come on to me like how other guys did but you were just being yourself. You will always clear things up and face them if there were any misunderstanding between us instead of denying them. Most importantly, you still care for me the exact same way now like you did when you first, err...court me? Lol. In fact, I think even more. And oh! I love the fact that you are being kind of possessive and selfish (You sure say it's 60:40!! =D).

Happy one month ____ You fill in yourself okay?

Bluek. I purposely don't wanna put your faceee XD

I love you.

Ps: I don't care if it's all words cause I know you're still gonna read this anyway.