NOTE: Don’t bother reading if it is too boring or too long for you. I just want to get everything off my chest.
Believe it or not, I’m starting to love my job.
It isn’t that shitty as I first thought it was. True, I started off being blur about the whole thing but I’m getting used to it already. So, I guess... it’s turning out great! On the first two days, I said I wanted to quit to everyone who asked about my condition. But now, I don’t want to.
And it has been proven. My friend who came from the same agency as I am will be terminated in a few days time even though his contract is due in September. I don’t get it. None of us do. Why is he the one going away when I was the last to enter the company? Seriously, it should have been me. Rightfully, I am the one who is supposed to go instead of him.
I do feel sorry for him, but I’m kinda glad it wasn’t me.
Okay, I’m being evil.
My 3 friends will be leaving soon. All 3 of them are the ones whom I’ve clicked with since the beginning. And now they are leaving. What am I going to do? I somehow don’t really fit in with the permanent staff. We can talk about anything about work but it’s not the same if it goes to something not work related.
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The thing is, my manager decides who and when each person lunch break is. Being in customer service, not everyone can go for break at the same time. Sometimes, we have to go alone. Like today, she asked me to go out earlier. She insisted on me having my break no matter what time it is. I didn’t really want to go but I had to. So she changed my time to go with Teow today.
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I was the ;'proooooo' worker in my previous place. Hahaha! Most of my ex colleagues used to come to me to ask for help. Not to boast, but I like that kind of feeling, to know more than the others and to teach the juniors. Now, on the other hand… I have to ask my seniors how to do this lar, do that lar. I feel so dumb.
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I said I broke the water dispenser’s lever right? Not only that, I broke the file ring, jammed the photocopy machine and the chequework. Such luck I’m having.
If that is not embarrassing, the one happened in the afternoon was the most embarrassing moment in my entire life. It’s so much worse than falling in front of everyone or kena scolded in public. I was walking to Siti to ask for the tag, and suddenly a customer called me to come to where she was sitting. She whispered something to my ear, and I was like… OMG!!! I almost dropped dead okay? I don’t know whether the rest notice or not or maybe they were just pretending that they didn’t notice.
All I know is, the
GUARD SAW EVERYTHING!
I don’t know who to kill now. Him or me.
What fuck, he was staring and smiling at me the whole time after that incident. My manager asked, “What did the customer said to you just now?”
Lol. What was I supposed to say? Thank god she didn’t stress on that matter when I replied that it was something personal.
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I like the people in my office. Not only from my department, but also when the time I photocopy some specimens. Most of the people know me, as I am always with the photocopy machine. They may not know my name, but they will always know me as the girl with the photocopy machine. Sweat.
Every morning there will be someone calling,
“Yen-Yen, Photostat again ar?”
Well, that will never happen again because I’m done with them!
I like the people on the second floor also. They’re extremely funny and friendly. I think I prefer working on that level than getting stuck downstairs. I laughed like hell today when I went up all the way just to get cello tape, rubber bands and bullets from don’t know who. All I know is that, I really made a fool out of myself in front of them.
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- I don’t want to go back with him alone. I always find myself not having the mood to talk after work, let alone for about 20mins.
- I don’t want the clothes that she is planning to give me.
- I like the man at the coffee shop cashier. He recognizes me already. =D
- I can’t seem to change my size of writing. They keep getting smaller and smaller.
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