As written in the title above, I had some pretty bad experience involving certain people last year. Not to say it was a bad experience, but at the age of 19, I must say I was kind of naive and not to forget, gullible. I trust people easily, and I soon learned not to trust people completely anymore. My colleagues were saying I was childish and I giggle a lot. Lol, that I can't really deny because I will contradict with the fact. Anyway, here is how it goes, it began when I started...
Okay wtf, I don't feel like writing out my stories here, but i don't feel like deleting what I have written either.
What I can say is, we used to share something in common which no one else does. Conversation between the two of us and items that are given privately. Damn, I don't know how to put it in words. All in all, the past is haunting me again and the more I think about it, the more I find my past really distracting. It's happening again, but some of the parts has being modified. It's... creepy. Godz, what's with me man? Ever since I came here, I am living more in the past rather than the present.
I'm getting crazy and I need a psychiatrist. I don't even know what is this whole post about.
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Holidays, here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D
I can't wait for my one week break which is starting soon, this Friday till the next Sunday! Well we can't really consider it as a holiday because we're suppose to be studying for our coming mid exams, and one of our papers is on Saturday, but who cares? We're here to enjoy first, and studies come later! Let me off the hook, man. Plans, plans.. coming soon among my friends and I. My idea of buying bunny chocolates had been rejected by 2 of my friends. Oh wait, was it her idea? I kinda forgot. Sorry woman, if I took your idea.
Mom is so gonna kill me if she reads this, which I know she doesn't. I'm becoming more lazy day by day as the semester goes on. I attended all lectures and tutorials on the first month, and I skipped uncountable lectures on the second month. Wtf, I can't even count how many times I have skipped with my fingers. This is bad, I need someone to control me. I need some motivations to study! Help~~~ !!
The reason I'm blogging this today is because I just feel like doing something other than watching Heroes and studying (wtf) and some other 'stuffs'. Nah, wrong! The real reason is because I finished most of my tutorial questions, and one bloody exam already. That's why now I'm in the mood, compare to the last few days which was extremely stressing.
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Okay wtf, I don't feel like writing out my stories here, but i don't feel like deleting what I have written either.
What I can say is, we used to share something in common which no one else does. Conversation between the two of us and items that are given privately. Damn, I don't know how to put it in words. All in all, the past is haunting me again and the more I think about it, the more I find my past really distracting. It's happening again, but some of the parts has being modified. It's... creepy. Godz, what's with me man? Ever since I came here, I am living more in the past rather than the present.
I'm getting crazy and I need a psychiatrist. I don't even know what is this whole post about.
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Holidays, here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D
I can't wait for my one week break which is starting soon, this Friday till the next Sunday! Well we can't really consider it as a holiday because we're suppose to be studying for our coming mid exams, and one of our papers is on Saturday, but who cares? We're here to enjoy first, and studies come later! Let me off the hook, man. Plans, plans.. coming soon among my friends and I. My idea of buying bunny chocolates had been rejected by 2 of my friends. Oh wait, was it her idea? I kinda forgot. Sorry woman, if I took your idea.
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Mom is so gonna kill me if she reads this, which I know she doesn't. I'm becoming more lazy day by day as the semester goes on. I attended all lectures and tutorials on the first month, and I skipped uncountable lectures on the second month. Wtf, I can't even count how many times I have skipped with my fingers. This is bad, I need someone to control me. I need some motivations to study! Help~~~ !!
The reason I'm blogging this today is because I just feel like doing something other than watching Heroes and studying (wtf) and some other 'stuffs'. Nah, wrong! The real reason is because I finished most of my tutorial questions, and one bloody exam already. That's why now I'm in the mood, compare to the last few days which was extremely stressing.
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People, don't ever underestimate these birds. You may find them cute and small, but never... ever... mess with them. They're not just animals, they are monstrous!!! I'm not talking about bird shit, even though I had experienced it when I was in standard 2 and it happened just before the school assembly started. Wtf wey. No no, it's way away from that boundary. Birds, I hate them. It's cause I had been attacked. Wtf wey, the whole thing was damn embarrassing cause we were in university, sitting on the grass while eating our lunch... and and... I'm not gonna say anymore. Haha, damn potong stim right?
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