I'm an evil person and I got what I've deserved.
Recently, I've just ditched a girl. Literally. I ditched her for another girl. I seriously didn't really mean to do that. I mean, it was word vomit. It came out before me knowing it. Maybe she doesn't mind, because she said so herself, but I got the feeling that she does. Who wouldn't? I would for sure. I have my own reason for doing that though. It might be a small matter, but it was certainly not for me. I felt so bad after calling her to say all those stuffs. If you're reading this, have u ever wondered why my friend called your name after Moral studies?
Well, it doesn't really matter anymore considering the girl I was with went with another gang. I was like, what the hell? How could she do this to me? Okay, maybe joining me isn't gonna be as fun as joining them. Who knows? That can be the reason. I was so mad at her for doing this to me, and at the right time as well, which was minutes before the registration. So, that was the kind of feeling, the feeling of betrayal.
He knew that I was really upset at that time because he asked me to meet him outside to talk about it when I was having my class. I was almost in tears when I told him that time, it's not because she had ditched me, but it's because she had taken me for granted, as a back up. She still doesn't know how bad I felt the day before, and the choice that I'd made is just a complete waste. That wasn't the first time though. It happened before. At first, I thought she was one of my good friends, but now I don't know anymore. Or maybe, I was too dependent on her?
Luckily he was there for me. He had helped me a lot throughout this period and I can really really sense his sincerity. Hehe, I know something he doesn't, which was during Maths test. He was the one who really cares about me, as a friend.
Recently, I've just ditched a girl. Literally. I ditched her for another girl. I seriously didn't really mean to do that. I mean, it was word vomit. It came out before me knowing it. Maybe she doesn't mind, because she said so herself, but I got the feeling that she does. Who wouldn't? I would for sure. I have my own reason for doing that though. It might be a small matter, but it was certainly not for me. I felt so bad after calling her to say all those stuffs. If you're reading this, have u ever wondered why my friend called your name after Moral studies?
Well, it doesn't really matter anymore considering the girl I was with went with another gang. I was like, what the hell? How could she do this to me? Okay, maybe joining me isn't gonna be as fun as joining them. Who knows? That can be the reason. I was so mad at her for doing this to me, and at the right time as well, which was minutes before the registration. So, that was the kind of feeling, the feeling of betrayal.
He knew that I was really upset at that time because he asked me to meet him outside to talk about it when I was having my class. I was almost in tears when I told him that time, it's not because she had ditched me, but it's because she had taken me for granted, as a back up. She still doesn't know how bad I felt the day before, and the choice that I'd made is just a complete waste. That wasn't the first time though. It happened before. At first, I thought she was one of my good friends, but now I don't know anymore. Or maybe, I was too dependent on her?
Luckily he was there for me. He had helped me a lot throughout this period and I can really really sense his sincerity. Hehe, I know something he doesn't, which was during Maths test. He was the one who really cares about me, as a friend.
- I dislike people who take me for granted.
- I dislike people who use me as a replacement.
See, I'm complaining. I just can't help myself to do that.
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