Hopeless

I keep telling myself that this isn't real. But then.. I know it is true.

I'm not hallucinating.
The more hope I put on it,
the more hopeless my wish becomes..

I really don't know what to do.

Nobita, Nobita.. why r u such a failure?

The Other Boleyn Girl

My elder sister recommended this movie, the other Boleyn Girl. She loves this movie so much! I decided to download as well.



The whole movie is about bond between the sisters, betrayal, and lust. I don't really find the movie as superb as what my sis said but the whole story line is really interesting. The real history was set back in 16th century, where the actual age for both the sisters are 14 and 16. The 2 of them showed different kind of affection towards the King of England, one is driven by true love while the other is power. Complications happened between the 2 sisters and the king who torn England apart because of one of them. Finally he decided to have one of them executed.

My sister even bought their novel. Now I can't wait for her to lend it to me. =)

Mary Boleyn and Anne Boleyn

Youtube videos

I spent 2 nights blog-hopping and youtube-ing.
I found something that interest me a lot. =)

My mom just woke up, and she didn't say anything about me using the computer! Lol. I think she got used to me always sleeping at this hour.
A video about a girl name baby Elly,

A video from South Park. Those who easily get offended by foul language, pls don't play this. =)

And a Karen's music video! I don't think many people know her though. Up to u whether u wanna view or not. =)

I guess I better sleep now, before my dad wakes up.
There's another video, but it think there are enough videos for 1 post, besides it's final fantasy. =.=

Project Runway

I thought I could sleep througout the entire night, but I woke up at 1 something instead. I've been having weird dreams lately. I can't usually rmb wat my dreams were, but these days... having dreams about unexpected people makes me wonder, really. Anyway, it's just dreams.

Recently as I was online, I heard some animal chasing something just outside my house, near the garage.. at 3.15am! Omg, 3 something in the morning is the time where demons come out! It started from quite far away, then it came nearer and nearer. It was barking continuously. I thought of checking out wat was that, but thought better of it. I quickly switch off the computer and ran upstairs. It was so scary. Sobs. T____T
I msg 3 people, luckily 1 replied. Thank you.

I hate ghost movies, I hate people getting possessed, I hate bloody scenes, I hate spirits and demons. I hate Exorcim of Emily Rose, I hate X-Files.

Omg, I can still rmb bits of this and that of those type of movies.

That is the reason I don't sleep alone in my room.

That is the reason I switch on the lights if my sis isn't there.

*****

I hate people who say David Cook sucks.
I hate people who say Narnia is like shit.
I hate people who keep on showing off that he or she went for a movie at gold class cinema. Sucks.

*****

I downloaded Project Runway season 4. It was really nice. Like what she said, I really love these kinda shows. Haha. So I searched for their photos, and shit... I know who's the winner already. Shit.

Best season!!

The mentor and the host

The cast

My man, Rami.

Most of the girls would have opted for this guy, but not me. -)

Rmb, this is MY MAN.

Show his face here also lar. Support him a little.

Omg, Sarah Jessica Parker!!! T__T I can't wait for her movie!!

Sunway Pyramid

I did something the day before we hang out. The moment the both of us saw T, his eyes went huge and was staring at me like this...

0.0?!?!?!

He got the biggest reaction among all. Some said it's nice, some said it's cute, some said he prefer my previous one.

Too bad lar. I did it already. xp

Anyway, before meeting up with the rest, the both of us went earlier ourselves. Another person couldn't reach earlier though. So we watched this movie,

I love this movie like hell!! One of the best shows in my entire life. Lol. I was wondering why was the last part so funny...and I just realized. Omg man! Hahaha..!

The girl from the movie looked really really familiar. So I checked out the net... and I found this.

OMG, she acted in LOTR, The Two Towers!!!

See properly.

Sorry lar, I love the guy. I can't help putting him in too.

After delaying for almost 40mins, we finally could eat in peace.

Nope, we didn't have our dinner here.

The promoters of the night!

My first dear.

For the first time in my life, she wore a skirt.


He insisted.

Happily eating

Elaine, U lamp post lar!!!

Elaine and I. =D

May and I.

1st take: Aiya, U didn't show your teeth.


2nd take : Happy now?

Self Timer, 1st take: Almost there.


Self timer, 2nd take: Perfect!


Group pic!


Another one!

Perhentian Island Part II

The next morning, we woke up really early for breakfast. Their breakfast was fantastic! I love sausages and…

Eggs…

Eggs….

More and more…

I don’t know who did it first but we started feeding something else. The restaurant was surrounded with a pond of koi fishes in it. It started off with small pieces of bread.

The pond was getting oily and the fishes became greedier.
Then from then onwards, we went on with

Chicken

Beef

Rice. Lol

Cabbage

Fish. Omg, they even eat their own kind.

WHAT ARE THEY?!!!

WARNING : NEVER EVER FALL OFF TO THE POND FULL OF KOI FISHES. YOU MAY NOT COME OUT IN ONE PIECE.

Jeremy started putting his finger near the fishes and.. wtf, they were opening their mouths, wanting to nibble.
Terry was using his slipper to test also.
See, it’s officially proven.

The only thing they didn’t eat was the egg yolk. One whole piece of hard boiled yolk.

HIGH CHOLESTEROL MAR!!!

Rmb, It’s Koi Fish.

Okay, enough said. Back to the trip.
Here’s a glance of how our room looked like.

Spotted at our resort.

We walked along the beach…

Tom, T, Terry and Yen-Yen.

All the Teeeee-ssss. Except mine. T___T

I saw you, Crabby!

And ran to the sea... =D

Go go Perhentian gang!

One more~

Me being pushed down, making me even shorter than before.

We started playing water around, splashing water at each other, played with the fish, and collecting mud to rub ourselves with. It was funny!

Fish! The poor fish who became our victim.

Me being paid for by these people for taking photo with the fish.

Oh shit. Really looked like shit.

We played volleyball. 2 guys VS 1 guy, 4 girls. If that is considered unfair, the scoring system was even worse. Each time we win, we'll get 1 point and if the guys win, it'll either be 0.5 or 0.1 point.

Other than that,
We played futsal, 3 VS 3. The guys became our goal keeper while the girls kicked the ball. Lol, it was…stupid and painful. Elaine even broke a nail because of that.

Then we started with…

If this looked too 18sx, wait till u see below. Btw, it’s G Cup.

OMFG, there’s 2!! The top was supposed to be one bigger than the other, but it wasn’t clear.

Next it was my turn,

Can see mine? I was too high that time.

And I’m going for it.. In front of everyone.

I’m doin it. So syok!!

It was nearly lunch time, so
We dipped into the pool to wash off all the sand for awhile.
We changed clothes, had lunch, and feed the fishes.

We decided to walk along the whole stretch of the beach.

I love this pic! See the cloud behind us?

What is Tom doing??

Peekabo~

See? It’s (Yen)².. Not Yen²

I’m Jane!! Tarzan’s wife..

Then there’s one where we could stand at least. =)

I don’t know why I did that peace sign. =.=

Our masterpiece. Lol

Our 2^nd masterpiece. It was beautiful! =D

We asked a foreigner to take pic for all of us. And with all the cameras hung around his neck, he took a few photos, all at different angles. Pure talented photographer. Lol.

Another shot of us! See T trying to blow off the pyrmid.

Me. Posing with the pyramid. Look, there’s an entrance!

Why must he always be so photogenic? Jealous lar. And I love his background. Sort of like rainbow colour.

Me, Tiff and Elaine.

Scary looking, isn’t it?

Cutie monkey.

The hotties~~!!

We reached till the end. And there it was… rocks all over. We decided to climb on those and started taking photos. It was super fun! The further u get, the harder it became to climb. The rocks beneath were slimy and eww, and there were cockles growing all over. I love doing these kinda things. May said I was pro. Lol. ^^

I damn love this pic. Super nice!!

She said, “Don’t take my legssss!” Lol, she really has weird thinking.

And that’s me…

Come here, baby..

Emo-ing.

Fuiyor, she can bloody hell pose wey!!

Terry, looking far far away.

I’m the champion, yeah!!!

Yayyyyyyy perhentian. Sweat.

Searching for something?

Peace!!

Best of both worlds

See, cockles.

May and I. Erm, accidentally took T as well.

Eeeee…

Spiderwoman!!

The hardest part was, we had to walk all the way back to the resort. Alll the way. We passed by the castle, the pyramid, and the monkey again.

We were hot and sweaty by the time we reached. And it was time, once more.

Omg, look at the couple!!

See carefully. Lol.

Tom. Pls don’t dig ur nose.

Tiff brought 2 of her kites. But there was no wind! Jeremy and Terry were running along the beach, trying to make it fly. But it went down again when they stopped running. Sad. It’s been a while since I last played one. However, we sort of attracted attention. People were looking and wondering what we were doing. Haha! Too bad it didn’t work out..

Jeremy wanted to walk to the end of the beach. I was like… sweat!! Why didn’t u follow us just now? But we ended up, following again. And luckily we did.

I saw the cute girl again!! Omg!! Forgot who is it?

Here’s the picture.

She was right in front of my eyes, playing at the ropes with her siblings. Omfg. Damn cute. I can even still rmb her face. She even wiped her face with the sand, leaving marks at her forehead and cheeks. So bloody cute okay? I said hi. She was staring at me, and started talking.. another language. Sobz!!! I don’t understand! Terry said it they might be from Germany. Who knows.

I regretted one thing though.
NO CAMERA!!!!

OF ALL TIMES, HER DAD WASN’T THERE!!

OMFG!!!! NO CAMERA!!!

T____________________T

I wanna cry ady.

She’s so cute.

So we went off, leaving that little girl behind..

We reached to the end again.

And we climbed even further than before. It was really difficult. We stopped at a really high rock with a rope hanging there. I thought I could do it without the guy’s help. But, I couldn’t. Thanks to my height. I was too short to climb over the rope. The guys got to help us up.

And we reached, after much pain. I had a lot of cuts at my sole. The little rocks were really sharp in the water. I didn’t know what I stepped but I just felt something kept on touching me, making me bleed a little.

I don’t mind touching animals, but they cannot touch me.

The scenery of Perhentian was beautiful! We could see the whole of Perhentian from where we sat!! Omg, it was really an eye opening experience. We could see everything as we were way above the water surface level. We stayed there for quite some time to enjoy the view.

Too bad again,

NO CAMERA.

Lol.

The rock we sat had a few dry blood spots. I guess when that person climbed that extra high rock, he accidentally hurt himself. Ouch, it looked painful.

We saw a few stingrays at the bottom of the sea. The best part was, there was a baby shark! I love it so much!!

I didn’t want to go back, but we had to. So, yup. All the way we walked again.

Erm, she even brought her blow dryer along. Lol.

Nooooooo!!

Tom was there, and he left our room, taking the room key. But when we wanted to find him, he was no where to be found!

Wtf, he was not with May they all. We went searching for Tom. And luckily May and her friends found him, sleeping on the pool chair near the beach. He found a great spot though. There were lots of stars above us, and it was really windy compare to the one in the afternoon.

We had cup noodle for supper instead of eating at the restaurant. It was closed by the time we reached there.

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We were supposed to meet up at 7.30 for breakfast so that we can take boat at 8am. Instead, Janice, Elaine, T and I woke up at 7.30!!

We rushed and rushed. And we didn’t even pack our stuffs yet.
But as usual, Malaysian time… they were late
.So we had the chance to take pic!

That was the end of our trip. We took Transnasional double decker back to PWTC station. We were able sit at the top, and each of us chose our own seats. We were really noisy back then, discussing on our next trip. It was another 7 hours of bus ride, and we headed home safely.

Even though we have known each other for about 10 months, but I feel that our friendship is strong enough. Thanks guys. I hope that we can stay forever like this.
I really love you guys. =)

Mom was showing the papers to me that night. It was an article for June 9. I searched for that article online yesterday. .

Bus plunges into stream, driver and assistant die.

That was exactly the bus company we took. Just that it wasn’t double storey. Anything can happen in this world.