Semester One

This is the start of a post with photos in it. Maybe I should try putting it in from now onwards. For some reason, I still feel kinda lazy doing it. It really takes lots of our precious time just to upload these photos.

Moments of us in college

• Semester one

I love my friends and I've never regretted choosing this college. Whether or not we will meet again, I will always cherish our friendship together. Memorable moments, be it difficult or joyful moments, will never be forgotten. To those who have been with me from the start till the end, all I can say is, I'm really grateful to have u guys by my side throughout the whole year.

From the beginning I stepped into college, I really thought the four of us could stay together as a group. Just a month later, things changed. People changed. I can hardly imagine the way I feel when they left me alone while they continue talking between themselves. I really was disappointed, whom I thought was my really good friend. I always feel like a shadow behind her, making me felt lonely almost every time.

Because of her, I started mixing around with other people from my class. That's how I got to know the genius, his brother, my kor, and my first dear. Friends that had been there for me till the end.

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I can still rmb my first dance we did during the talent quest. We are teen hoppers. That's how I started knowing them better. We pulled off the dance with just one week of practice and shopping for our outfit. We had to go for audition too. I met this girl who was really shy during the audition, and she had this amazing voice which made me wanna know her better.

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My first time watching movie with my friends which made me missed the last train, and forcing me to stay overnight at someone's house without packing my clothes or anything.

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My first trip with my college friends. My first game of Pictionary. My first time doing something unexpected.

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My first costume and my first Halloween party. That night was a blast for all of us. =)

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There were embarrassing moments. Feelings which I can hardly describe, words which I shouldn't have said, and dreams that I shouldn't have thought of.

There were awkward moments. Things that I wanted to avoid and people that I didn't want to meet.

There were annoying moments. Events that made everyone misunderstood about our friendship, friends that actually spread rumors right in front of everyone in the foyer, lecturers which actually caught us 'red handed', a mom that actually said I have that characteristics of becoming a good *ahem ahem*.

There were crying moments. Friends that had disappointed me in the past, an assessment that I had failed, pendrive that I had lost.

There were birthday moments. Tom's birthday and Erica's as well.

There were stressful moments. Tests that were practically every week, notes that I had to read through, research project that had almost killed me and presentations that I had to go through.

I am always comparing myself with other people, how others can socialize better with other people, but myself not able to. I know I have changed. To be a better person, to be the real me instead of pretending or to hold back.