Friends?

With him gone from the company, it feels a little weird…not having him to have lunch together and not having someone to walk with to the station after work. In a few days time, another girl will be leaving the company and my sifu at the end of the month as well.

I’m scared not having anyone else to talk to. I got no other friends mar. I have lar, but they’re not the same as my own friends now. I don’t really mix with the rest of the people as they're much older.

I had the chance to do so yesterday, but I decided not to go. I should have gone. I think. No, maybe not.

Someone I don’t know was having a birthday party at McD during lunch hour. I know most of the people although they're from other departments. All except the birthday guy. Instead, I went to buy the concert tickets at Sg Wang. I walked and walked and walked without realizing how far was it. If I have gone for that lunch, it’ll be a different post altogether by then.

Muakxx.

My sifu said during lunch, they were asking about me. Lol, of course, I’m his first junior and I’m always tagging along with him no matter where he goes. He said I suddenly become so famous around them. Lol. I can kind of guess what he said to them.

“She ar, very blur at her work wan….when I ask her to do something, she will ask me to do back…then I have to do the filing for her since she so lazy to go up to the second floor...” Bla bla bla.

I have this severe short term memory lost syndrome long time ago. Whenever he asks me to do something, I can’t recall what to do with it. Anyone who teaches me has to have a lot of patience because I’m a slow poke. Sweat. And, I have my own excuse for trying not to go upstairs. I said I am lazy, but the truth is, that’s not the real reason.