A Night Out

Had dinner with my friend at a vegetarian restaurant located at Genting Klang. The food there damn bloody nice luh! This restaurant is only a few lots away from Kenny Rogers but I can't rmb what's the name of the restaurant. The whole place was only occupied by us at the beginning and all those waiters and waitress were staring as they had nothing else to do. So malu. =( I dun mind going there again. Hehe. Having to eat there wasn't like how I thought it gonna be. Their menu is almost the same like any other restaurants or cafes or whatever.

All a sudden, I feel like trying cheese steamboat. Foong, take me there one day okay?

Dun think senget okay. Things are not what it seems.

His.

Ours

My assam fish in the middle!

After dinner, we headed to Jusco since we were kinda early and there wasn't really much to do. Went to Starbucks to hang out for awhile. Even during weekdays, Jusco was so crowded with humans!

We had Chocolate Frappucino with extra chocolate chips.

Me so shy. Lol.

Pan cool. Eww.. =P

I love his camera phone! So clear!

Then this photo is taken using my camera.

Compare with my camera phone. Sobz!

Thought back of what happened in the parking lot. Like that also can happened. Haha. We were lucky that we didn't have to pay again for the parking ticket after exceeding the time limit.

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Exhausted..

Been working really hard lately. There is no way I can finish my work even after my contract ends. Each minute seems like an hour to me and it's frustrating just to hear my colleagues calling my name, asking me to do this, do that. I myself have my OWN work to do please.

Lunch break is the only time where I can really lay back... and relax. Too bad it's only an hour a day.

My friend applied leave today to take her Undang test, so I decided to ask my friend out for lunch. =) Once again, happy moments flies...

I'm about to fall asleep now since I reached home bout 9pm today.. so I don't really have the mood to write. A lot of things has been going on.. even today. Unexpected topic between the two of us. I couldn't even answer his two simple questions.

"What happened to you lately? Why did you get drunk?"

Instead, I ran away. No, actually, I walked away. Wtf. I really didn't know what to do. Now I realized, it's isn't him avoiding me, it's more of me avoiding him. Haha.

Anyway, here is something my colleagues and I did. It started off with me writing "Do Not Touch" on a paper... and it went on continuously..

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The Date

While waiting for my friend, I took the opportunity to camwhore in the toilet. Haha! Don't blame me okay? Must blame my phone please...

First shot

Shit, I acted cute. -.-''

He drove all the way from Midvally to my office and back to the Gardens. I feel he wasted a lot of money on petrol lor and not only that but as well as the dinner.

We had Italiannies at the Gardens. I thought where was he bringing me till he lead me to this restaurant. Luckily my friend's friend wasn't working night shift. I don't want to imagine him seeing the both of us!

Love the vinegar and olive oil

We had pasta for dinner. The portion looked really small in here but it was enough for the both of us.

The red wine made our bill so expensive. T__T Super super expensive. Omg man. I was so shocked when I looked at the bill given by the waiter.

Combination of pasta, red wine, and the night view of KL

We were one of the latest to leave the restaurant. See, empty already.

Are you wondering who is the mysterious person? We're friends okay... nothing more. I just realized, both of us were wearing white! Compatible? Lol.

After the dinner, we walked around for a while in a half closed shopping complex and went for the 11.30pm movie.


It was my first time going to this cinema. The whole place looked really nice. The cinema ticket also damn nice lor.


Rm20 each for this movie. Wtf right? Lol. If it's LOTR or Harry Potter than all right la. But, this movie? To tell you the truth, I don't really get the whole meaning of this movie. Lol. I wasn't really concentrating.


The movie finished about one plus. Not only we had a hard time trying to find the car but the car broke down on the way back. Sobz! I was so scared for him. Scared that he couln't make it to his house from my place. God was on his side though, he managed to reach home safely.

To this person, Thanks for the night. I really had a great time.
-- Heartz <3 --

Pointless

I just feel like laughing now. Lol, but I didn't. Apparently, I felt otherwise. What's the point of lying to me? Excuse me, It's not like I don't know. I know more than you do okay. But, what was I supposed to say? Shoot him straight? I know I ask personal things a little too straight forward. I admit, that's who I am and I somehow can't change the way I am.

I hate him so much for avoiding me. Like I've said before... nothing matters anymore.

I'm using this person as my excuse for turning myself into a slut... but at the same time, it was I who made myself like this.

I feel each conversation between us seems useless and disappointing.

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After a week of...

...stuffing ourselves with just fruits for lunch, we decided to jalan-jalan cari makan for 1 hour during our lunch break. It was soooo fun and I had a great time having 'my other half' as my lunch partner. I used to call her my other half because both of us think alike but I stopped using that word after a while. Now the good thing is, I've inspired her to start bloggin. Yays! I wonder she will marah me or not if I put her link here. =P Dun wan lar, later she kills me on Monday.

This photo so sucky lar! And this is our one and only photo together. Lol.

I'm trying to recall what we had for lunch. Office staff usually spend about RM4 - RM6 for lunch and they have lunch nearby their office. We went the other way around but only for this week because we're extremely broke now.

Monday

Esquire Kitchen at Sg Wang. We walked all the way from our office(Near Raja Chulan Station) to Sg Wang just to try out their promotion.

Rm9.90++ for their promotion and their menu varies from Monday to Friday. Some people couldn't stop herself from looking at the desserts and all those appetizers so she decided to order Xiao Long Bao. =)

Tuesday

Madam Wong at Sg Wang. We were first attracted to their Rm6 nett promotion. As we started pouring ourselves into their menu, we went for the RM10 which comprises starter, a bowl of rice, and two selective dishes.
No photos of the food as my camera phone looked really blur. But I tell you what we had. We had Assam Fish, Butter Chicken, Sweet Sour Pork and Ho Long Vegetable(I think). Sounded good? It was!
After we left the area, it started to rain heavily. We thought of buying an umbrella but we couldn't find any.She was so scared that we would be late for work but we were already late, so I couldn't care less. Lol. We ran in the rain and halfway stopped by at 7-11. Thought of buying an umbrella but we didn't have enough money. Lol. Rm15.90 for one. Sweat. She went for the newspaper instead. Wtf. Imagine like all those movies and dramas we watch, that was what we did. Each time we passed by a stall, we blocked ourselves from them. So, sometimes the newspapers would faced to the left, and sometimes to the right. So embarrassing!

Wednesday

Changed of location. We went to Pavilion's Wong Kok Char Chan Teng this time. It was my first time going there and wow, the setting of the restaurant is damn bloody nice.

Rm9.90 in their promotion. Not bad. Love their Yin Yong drink especially. Hehe.

Thursday

Wendy's at Raja Chulan. Wendy's just won over McD for me. Wasted someone didn't enjoy them as much as I did for a reason. For the first time, we reached back to the office right on time. I took one of the photos with she carrying her tray. She never noticed. Hehe

Friday

I couldn't think of where to go anymore. She wanted to eat J'Co Doughnuts at Pavilion. Bought some bread from BreadTalk and a bakery near Beard Papa. Then, we went over to J'Co to buy our doughnuts and sat down. So paiseh, we displayed our little lunch on the table where people were looking. Hah! Like lar I care, I don't know them and they don't know me. If I brought my camera with me, then I will surely take lots of photos. But damn weird lor if you bring your camera out during lunch break. That's why I just need to be satisfied with these photos.

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Better Than Me

I'm in love with this song. Somehow, this song managed to make me cry this evening. I cried beside this perverted man in the bus.

Reality hurts.

Why the hell am I still avoiding the fact that everything is over? I couldn't help myself from looking at that time. I just turned my head a little while walking over to my supervisor's place and you know what? He was also looking! No, I wasn't being perasan la! I quickly looked away and pretended that that never happened. I have to admit, my heart was thumping extremely fast. Not just that time, but... everytime.

Wtf. I'm acting stupid again right?

Hinder - Better than Me

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be

*I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you

**I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

*

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Okay, I think it's time to change topic before things start to get too emotional.

My married 32 yrs old Michael Ng Chee Keen said hi to me today! He's sooooooooooooooooo good looking!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha! He got this goody shy look in him which makes me admire him. Lol. Based on my friend, she said he was super shy when he was asked to dance.. He didn't want to.. but he did in the end. His dance so sucky okay! Like robot. =D

Both of us agree that he's cute. Haha!

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Reputation Ruined

I now earned a bad reputation from certain colleagues. Most of them just laughed it off about the whole incident, some were really concerned, some were disappointed and some didn't bother about it at all. Two people ticked me off about my behaviour on that night. I was really hurt when they said that and a little ashamed of what I had done before, but I've never regretted it, even now.

I know it's all my fault and I volunteered to go for it, yet both of them came up with a conclusion that the guys were playing me instead. It wasn't their fault, I think. It was more of mine.. I wanted to go drunk. I wanted to feel like I can do anything without having my self esteem or my limit to bring me down.

Rumours really spread fast in small associates.

Almost everyone knew, even the ones who didn't attend the dinner. The first thing people started asking me was, "Are you okay?" I didn't know the situation was that bad until I found out from my friend what really happened. The whole thing was 10 times worse that I thought.

I know what I did is wrong, but I did it for a really obvious reason and I'm not planning to deny it. I just want to let everything off on that night.

The funny thing was, someone even recorded the scene. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed as I haven't watched it yet.

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3 times a charm

1. It all started with this movie, on the 13th of November 2008.

Then we went all the way to Kepong just to have vegetarian dinner at CampForest. =D Love this place... good food, good service... but kinda pricey for me. =)

Ok lar I admit, I got this pic from the net. But, the whole place looks a lot better during the night. A good place for couples.

The location of the restaurant. Recommended by someone!

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2. Carcosa Sri Negara. Sam and I had trouble finding this hotel till we had to call Ravin for help. It's coz the place is like in another end of the world. Hidden, in Taman Tasik Perdana. I don't know how the hell to find this place without asking for help.


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3. 4 cakes on the go. Lol. I really didn't know how to react to that. I only wrote one sentence in my blog for my birthday post, which was It wasn't that nice as I prefer cheesecake. Hehe. Sweat man.

Two cheese cakes from Secret Recipe, two cheese cakes from King's Confectionery.

My beloved New york cheese cake got eaten by my dad!!! Sobz!

The other two was Tiramisu and I think was Blueberry Cheesecake.

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Undecided

How would you feel if the person you were supposed to meet was waiting outside, while the person you don't want to meet just accidentally turned up behind you?

This incident happened all a sudden.
I didn't know what to do but to run away.

I was just about to meet my friend when I saw Megan outside. Megan was smiling at me for no reason... then I was thinking, did he know about that night? Did he witness the whole thing? I was really reluctant to go to my friend while Megan was there. Okay, he wasn't the problem.

The problem was, I turned around and almost knocked another person! Wtf. What was God trying to do??!!! Why must I ended up seeing him??!? Hours and hours in the office, but just that moment, we bumped into each other, right in front of my friend.

*I thought you're walking that way, why sudd turned back?"
He must have thought that I was weird.

Wtf.

I was being indecisive, trying to make up my mind to go or not to go. Somehow, I wasn't ready to show him. I wanted to. But, I couldn't. I turned away from my friend and acted as if I changed my mind.

The more I think about that night, the more I realize that he was there... right in front of me... but I'm still not sure.

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Why do I only know how to receive but not to give? Having to receive is a pleasure and but giving is voluntarily, right?

I feel so bad. I'm not sure whether I'm doing the right thing. Something inside me is trying to tell me to let go, but I couldn't, not entirely, because I've once felt that way. I mean, the feeling was real. It's not often that I let my guards down, yet it happened unintentionally.

I think I still need time.

I'm scared that if I continue doing what I'm doing now, which is giving up... I would lose again like how I lost before. But if I don't, I'm scared I would depend on him too much, expecting him to do the things he usually does. What if all these are just temporary? This is my first time been showered with these kinda things. Seriously. I feel really grateful.

I'm making things more complicated than they are right now.

I know you're reading this. Am I doing the right thing?

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Hard Rock Cafe

I love this placeeeeee!!!!

Among all the birthday parties I had joined for this year, so far this was the best one ever!!! Yes, I was referring to your birthday, Erica. =) And omg man, your dad spent so much on you specially for that day. Super cool. And half the cafe was owned by them on that night.

I met up with the rest at Bukit Nanas station after my work and we headed to Hard Rock Cafe. I didn't really read her invitation message actually, but at least my clothes turned out to be smart casual. That was because most of the people there really took their time to dress up...

We were asked to sign our name on this big card when we entered the cafe.

I just realized, the one on the right looked like me.

Us with the birthday girl. Specially took this in front of their logo. But got blocked by Gunawan's head. Sweat.

Second photo with flash.

She divided us into a few groups... Mufy gang, VU gang, PESS gang, and her other relatives' as well.

I love this photo! Too bad a little blurry.

Mufy Aug intake 2007

The other Mufy-ians.

Her VU friends. The reason I uploaded this photo is because I saw my friend over there! Wth! This world is bloody small. I can't believe my friend is Erica's friend too, and both of them are studying the same course!

Erica's birthday cake. A few people were also having thier birthday party over there. But, we sang the loudest!! Seriously, we won.

She had a hard time trying to blow the candles because Danny tricked her.

Both of her parents.

Group photo

Another one.

3rd photo.

4th photo.

Glowing. I meant Tiff's face. :P

Tiff and I.

Terry and I.

Weng Yue and I.

Me gotten drunk after glasses and glasses of beer! I finally found out that I am addicted to alcohol. I don't find beer that bitter after all. In fact, I love it. Once again, I beat the guys! Yay! And I was the only one who got drunk. Shit.

We tried Bloody Mary which cost us bout rm30. Don't ever try it. Sucks. Waste of money.

Weng Yue's parents instead of fetching the rest home, fetched me alone while the rest went home by Monorail. By the time they reached KTM, it was closed. Sad for them. Haha, and all because of me.

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