I've finally gotten used to this feeling, which is fortunately, a good news for me. I can tell that God was trying to test me this morning, to check on whether I can handle that situation. To be frank, I was extremely shocked at the beginning, struggling to make a decision. Who would have thought that would happened early in the morning at the start of the week?
What a real coincidence, and by just a few meters away from that place. One minute, or even one second would have made a huge difference. My last few days of hard work just went down the drain as that very incident occurred. I called it coincidence, NOT fate as how he used to say them last time.
It wasn't that hard as before.
I thought he knew I was playing him, but I found out I was wrong when he came over to talk to me in the evening. He had no clue or anything about it. Good, keep it that way. Now he still has the chance to see me, but when the time comes, he won't. Something he said made me just... laughed. It wasn't anything funny. Just, I felt it was really funny. All I could say was. "Oh, is it?" in a sarcastic way. I mean it, nothing matters anymore.
Night arrived, he came to find me. I purposely never reply. I don't want to anyway. I want him to know the feeling like how I used to feel. But, you wouldn't give a damn about it right? You said something once long ago... and now, I'm handling it the same way as you did.
But no hard feelings here. Keep it simple and normal. Nothing more, nothing less. Btw, if there's anything or anyone to blame, blame me because I started this. I was the one who started the whole thing. Definitely wasn't him. He's a really nice person. Lol. Very.
***
My colleague came back today with her one month old baby boy.
SO Cuteeeeeeeeeee...!!
I want one!!!! I want one on my own!
Make me a baby please, somebody!!! =D
Weird coming from me right? Hahahaha!
***
What a real coincidence, and by just a few meters away from that place. One minute, or even one second would have made a huge difference. My last few days of hard work just went down the drain as that very incident occurred. I called it coincidence, NOT fate as how he used to say them last time.
It wasn't that hard as before.
I thought he knew I was playing him, but I found out I was wrong when he came over to talk to me in the evening. He had no clue or anything about it. Good, keep it that way. Now he still has the chance to see me, but when the time comes, he won't. Something he said made me just... laughed. It wasn't anything funny. Just, I felt it was really funny. All I could say was. "Oh, is it?" in a sarcastic way. I mean it, nothing matters anymore.
Night arrived, he came to find me. I purposely never reply. I don't want to anyway. I want him to know the feeling like how I used to feel. But, you wouldn't give a damn about it right? You said something once long ago... and now, I'm handling it the same way as you did.
But no hard feelings here. Keep it simple and normal. Nothing more, nothing less. Btw, if there's anything or anyone to blame, blame me because I started this. I was the one who started the whole thing. Definitely wasn't him. He's a really nice person. Lol. Very.
***
My colleague came back today with her one month old baby boy.
SO Cuteeeeeeeeeee...!!
I want one!!!! I want one on my own!
Make me a baby please, somebody!!! =D
Weird coming from me right? Hahahaha!
***
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