Better Than Me

I'm in love with this song. Somehow, this song managed to make me cry this evening. I cried beside this perverted man in the bus.

Reality hurts.

Why the hell am I still avoiding the fact that everything is over? I couldn't help myself from looking at that time. I just turned my head a little while walking over to my supervisor's place and you know what? He was also looking! No, I wasn't being perasan la! I quickly looked away and pretended that that never happened. I have to admit, my heart was thumping extremely fast. Not just that time, but... everytime.

Wtf. I'm acting stupid again right?

Hinder - Better than Me

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be

*I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you

**I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

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Okay, I think it's time to change topic before things start to get too emotional.

My married 32 yrs old Michael Ng Chee Keen said hi to me today! He's sooooooooooooooooo good looking!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha! He got this goody shy look in him which makes me admire him. Lol. Based on my friend, she said he was super shy when he was asked to dance.. He didn't want to.. but he did in the end. His dance so sucky okay! Like robot. =D

Both of us agree that he's cute. Haha!

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